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| no need to tell you which way to be..... |
[13 Feb 2005|02:39pm] |
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hello!! well well well, lets see...... last week was the superbash. pure excellent!!! saw girls aloud and got smashed. the game was good too. a great nite all round! uni was back this week which sucked but spose i couldnt jus sit around 4ever. we met our new class and some slag in there has my my chemical romance hoodie! slag. class was boring. lets hope it gets better wen they actually try and teach us stuff.
last nite was poker round alexs. i came third and in the bubble which was momentarily devastating but then i realised how happy i was with my play. it was seriously the best i had played in a few weeks, it was some bad luck and bad judgement on a couple of key pots that cost me my buy in. christina went on to win the game, i was very proud of her she was easily the best last nite and deserved to win even more than me! if that is really possible.
wen i got home i saw my chemical romance on the box. the box!! yes it was sandwiched between britney spears and some generic dance song. this was the most disturbing thing i had ever seen. i guess i want them to do well 4 themselves but it was jus kinda sucky realising that the bigger they get i wont jus be able to go see them and talk to them and stuff. i was alot more upset last nite, this mornin i realised it aint the end of the world that they got their vid on the tv.
my brilliant play last nite inspired me to revive my bankroll online so i stuck in 20 bucks and won 25 bucks in a tournament. then i went into a NL cash game which has always been my downfall but something ive alwasy strived to be better at. luckily i got that up another 10 bucks but some bad plays have cost me a bit but im still in the black so its all good. DAMN! i jus lost a biggish pot because im an idiot. id better go! laterz!!
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| it's hard to say that i was wrong, it's hard to say i miss you.... |
[06 Feb 2005|09:36am] |
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hello!! my jackass of a dad woke me up at 8 this mornin! EIGHT! its sunday!! i didnt go to bed til like 4! and im goin out for the superbowl 2nite so tired pete is me name. nufin has really been goin on in my world. friday and saturday jus hung out with chris. was talkin to gemma the other nite which was nice as we dont really get to talk anymore. i promised her id say hello next time im online but shes alwasy set to away so its not really my fault. well i wanna go back to bitchin about how early it is and how tired i am but instead ill jus sorta sit here in a zombiefied state. laterz!!
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| don't stop if i fall and don't look back.... |
[04 Feb 2005|12:38pm] |
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hello! well i dont have much to say. doin this cos im bored mostly. i hate being bored. i got the new my chemical romance album which is jus sex seein as ant stole my copy in the summer. also, well the situation is confusing but i think im goin to the super bash up london on sunday with girls aloud and the carolina panther cheerleaders. oh and theyre showin the superbowl and stuff. im in a 600 man tourn at the mo and placed 20th so im bloody happy. id be happier if it was for real money. im sad. oh well, ill get over it. i went out last nite which was kinda cool, even tho i cant really remember any highlights. sum jerk jus doubled up off me holding a 10 8 off. im on the tilt so i better leave and actually pay attention to this game. laterz!!
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| petty inconvenience but it means the world to me..... |
[03 Feb 2005|10:31am] |
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BO!! wots been happenin?? well lets see.... monday nite went out 4 nialls bday and got wasted. good times. then tues we had poker and we got a lil wasted. wednesday i was pure sick, not hungover, like i had the flu. it sucked so spent all day in bed. chris bought me some medicine and lucozade which saved the day!! 2day woke up not 100% but ok. dunno wot 2day will bring, prob all manner of surprises. god i must be bored wen im spoutin out phrases like thta. i better go. Laterz!!
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| well it's love, make it hurt.... |
[30 Jan 2005|10:54pm] |
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hello!! jus had an argument with chris. its so hard to do online aswell. some words of wisdom from leon helped me get some stuff off my chest that was pretty irrelivant but made me feel better. i like when arguments are over. even tho its then i realise loads cool stuff that i coulda said. oh well, i really had nufin to argue about, i was jus bein a jar. 2mo is nialls bday so im sure there will be sum kind of celebration. umm. guess thats it. had a boring, tired day but bet i wont sleep. i bet i def wont now that i went and said that! damn! oh well!laterz!!
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| if there's one thing i can do nothing about.... |
[30 Jan 2005|09:26am] |
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hello. its like 9.30 now and ive been up an hour and a half even tho i didnt go to bed till after 4. im bored. and fat. i hate my nose. and im apparently very self indulgent. i dont know wot i wanna do with myself. i hate how conflicted i always am. why cant i make deciscions?? im so luke warm in everything i do. im never going to be exceptional at anything. im scared of the future. and of change in general. i let ppl down all the time. im bitter. and resentful. im content to avoid and dodge my problems until i absolutely must deal with them. and even then someone has to really push me into it. i wish i could sleep. im bored. laterz!!
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| lets get this out and on the table...... |
[29 Jan 2005|12:59pm] |
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hello!! went to see tbs and mcr last nite even tho gasche the prick tried his hardest for us not to go! they were so good!! i got a new kick ass hoody which is kick ass. leon and al got some tshirts. we got drunk and danced and sang along which all added up to a great nite out!! umm, wot else... the atticus lady wanted me!! well i think she did. dont have much else to say. jus still a joke happy from last nite. was a great nite and i loved it! woooooooooooooooooo! oh yeah! laterz!!
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| this bouncing baby boy's now turning baby blue..... |
[26 Jan 2005|11:50am] |
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hello!! i gotsta get rid of my frustration... my bank roll jus took quite a swing in the wrong direction!! oh well, was my own fault really. jus found out ill be goin to see TBS and MCR on fri cos gasche has spare tiks 4 me al and ant so that is cool!! Should be goin cinema 2nite if everything goes according to plan!! i really dont have any cash 4 all this kinda stuff but i cant let that stop me u dig?? ant is cummin back 2mo i think so pure nites of drunkness ahead. atleast i hope so. laterz!!
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| im aiming for heaven but will probably wind up down in hell.... |
[25 Jan 2005|10:56pm] |
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hello!! i think the guys have gone spoons 2nite but i werent really feelin u 2 it and didnt have much cash so i passed. jus lost 4 bucks in a ring game to some idiot who got a joke lucky. so now im tryin to win it back in a tournament. im doin well but am scared cos these guys are playin so loose. im sure ill get me cash back. i guess thats all. laterz!! oh it aint, one of these knobs keeps laughin at me wen this other guy keeps goin all in on me!! ARGHHH! laterz!!
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| a punch, a kick, and i can't think of a better way to end the day.... |
[25 Jan 2005|12:30pm] |
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hello!! im actually back already! mostly cos of boredom of course. u will be happy to know i jus won another 8 bucks. i got a joke lucky and now ive got my bank roll into quite a healthy state i can start entering some bigger tournaments! really should be looking for a job instead of playing poker and comming on here but oh well. its like 12.30 and im still not dressed. i need to have a bath. and a haircut. the haircut can wait tho. chris is bringing me some lunch on her way back from work. hope its nice. Laterz!!
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| i couldn't really care, care any less about you |
[25 Jan 2005|12:08am] |
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Hello!! well im back after like 2 years of neglect and i thought id update, its mostly cos im bored and i keep seein ppl on this site now so i was intrigued to come back. but i still dont have anything to say, and i doubt ill be making a habit of updating so really if ur reading this ur wastin ur time! i jus won 8bucks online palyin poker which is pretty cool, but i really shouldve won more. oh well. ummmmmm i werent kiddin wen i said i had nish to say so i will take my leave now. only time will tell if i will ever return. Laterz!!
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| hey green eyes, im goin blind..... |
[11 Apr 2003|06:36pm] |
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hello!! well last nite i broke me flippin nose. no, seriously. we were all up by cutty sark and.. well i wont go into the stupidity of what lead to it, but i ended up on the floor with the most painful face of my life. pure blood... i think. every1 was tryin to help and was being really nice to me. a side ive never seen to my friends. well the pain was soooooo bad, it really sucked. and all today has just been pure pain in my face. was prayin it werent broken but my mums friend said it most likely is. pure disfigured nose for the rest of my life. it hurts so bad. im a mess aswell, blood and scabs and scrapes all ova me face! i gotta go scouts later and then see chris!! then no goin out 4 like 3 weeks. oh well thats all i think. thats all i can think of right now anyway.
laterz!!
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| i dont want to see your face, when you feel not alive...... |
[08 Apr 2003|10:26pm] |
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hello!! i cant believe how much im updating! cool eh? not for you reading it i guess.still cant think of shit to say but soon enought im pretty sure something cool will pop out. well at the mo anna is having aa go at me 4 being a jerk and i cant talk my way out of ot. oh well. gotta start doin work 4 school, and im sure i will soon. i dunno why im wasting ur time or mine with these stupid updates.
laterz!!
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| back again |
[04 Apr 2003|06:11pm] |
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hello!! im back. im good innit? nothin to say tho. except the crew is goin cinema 2nite and i cant go cos they are seein the film at 9.30 and ill be at scouts. that sux. im beggin alex at the mo to change the time, but it wont work. i wish i had sumthing better to say. nufin interesting is goin on. except... no theres nufin.
laterz!!
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| hello... |
[03 Apr 2003|02:34pm] |
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hello!! hows it goin? just remembered why i dont update anymore.... i dont have anything to say!! er well chris passed her test yesterday and drove me around all over the place last nite which was cool. went to see brand new last week and then finch with brand new supporting last saturday. twas cool. i cant think of stuff to write except that this post is for you adam my delicious friend.
laterz!!
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| what have we here then? |
[12 Jan 2003|05:17pm] |
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You were lured into the punk culture because of the emotional release that punk music involves. You may be considered moody or sensitive, but you have a keen view of music and alot of people admire your unbelievable knoledge of punk music.
Whats Yer Punk?
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| want you to know i took all i can take.... |
[05 Jan 2003|03:51pm] |
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hello!! im pretty bored and i cant stop thinking about how college starts again in like 2 days or sumthing and i have done zero work. i was sooooo far behind before the end of last term so when i go back i am REALLY screwed. yes i know its my own fault. thats why i need my good friend alcohol to make everything feel better. i dont know how he does it. chris is feeling sick so she cant come over. so im sat here NOT doing any work. blah. i suck. why dont i just get up and do some work. (pj struggles against himself) damn!! im still here! oh well!!
laterz!!
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| you were like a toilet bowl at the end of the rainbow..... |
[20 Dec 2002|05:31pm] |
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hello!! skool is over! hooray! no skool for me. just gotta get ppls presents for xmas now. today was the first red fox jam for literally months and surprisingly it was quite productive even tho leon didnt bring his bass!! we got a whole new song done and went through some old ones just to make sure we hadnt forgot them!! oh also we are looking for places to party new years eve so if any of u are throwing partys or have friends who are throwing partys leave a post informing me plz. thanx.
laterz!!
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| just an update |
[15 Dec 2002|09:28pm] |
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hello!! due to numerous threats on my life i am updating. but i cant be bothered to say wot ive been up while i werent updating, its just an update to say look out for more updates. cool man.
laterz!!
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